My name is Cosmin, born on 27 of July 1989 in the capital of Romania, Bucuresti. I grow up and a good and loving family. Until the age of 8, when the death of my mother changed the relationship of my family and of course my destiny. Since early age i had a question in my mind : Who am I ? I used to stay for hours in the night thinking about this question. With time not even this question was arising in my mind while sited in my room on the empty darkness, I was alone just with a state of peace and emptiness. As growing up i started doing sport. Mostly because my father was a bodybuilding national champion and a trainer. I have done all the sports you could imagine with the purpose to find out who I am. The one that really changed my life was martial arts, especially brazilian jiujitsu and kickboxing. I have done them for so many years... So many broken bones and so many tears have come out of this body... Because of the death of my mother i wanted to be somebody, to prove to myself i am powerful and strong. Because of this and also the fact i was living in a ghetto, i got contact with drugs, money.... and girls. What a movie! But every gangsta" movie have a dangerous end... I got addicted of drugs and i was seeing how my life was slowly decaying , day by day everything was falling a part. But i was still trusting God. A life force that i was considering so dear and so close to me. And He really was so close to me. At the top of my dark period i meet a person, a yogi. An old man, that had study the way of the Buddha for many many years and was even close to H.H Dalai Lama, but at a certain time he meet another Great Saint, H.H Sri Sri Ravi Shankar and from that day he become a yogi, going deeper and deeper into the knowledge of the Self. This person was living in France. He invited me to his home even knowing my situation of being a drug addict and trusted me fully. I left everything behind in search of the Divine i lost contact. And from that day i consider myself to be a yogi. Since that time i have seen many countries and gain many knowledge day by day, week by week, months by months, until one day when i meet H.H Sri Sri Ravi Shankar or as i will call Him from now on, Guruji. His blessings and words have touch the deepest core of my existence, peace have dawn upon me, so many beautiful, silent and empty hours of meditation in witch this mind had finally rested. The bliss of the Atman, the joy and love that only a devotee can know, the silence of eternal peace, so many beautiful gifts His teachings had give me.
I am not a human, I am not a man, I am not the body, I am not the mind, I am not a seeker nor a believer. I am a devotee, a lover of God, i am the creator of the creation, the eternal bliss. I am here not to take, but only to give. I am in the service of the Divine.
My eyes have opened and i can finally see that I am what i was supposed to be. Soon i will go to India, the land in witch i had so many life, the land witch I consider to be Home. On the 14 of this month , a new life will start , a new story will be written on the pages of Brahman. I am so grateful and so much in love.
